I Cry Daily

B3B86B8A-C99E-4244-90B0-EC78EF76702BI have to admit I never saw myself as a caregiver to my husband. And yet here we are. Some days I feel like I am in one of those Hallmark movies where you fall asleep and wake up with another life. There are days I wonder if I will ever get my husband back as his personality has changed some. Hoping it is just inflammation, steroids or one of the many meds he takes. I expect him to walk out of the next room, I need to go somewhere and I expect him to come along and drive or make one of the many financial decisions. I am still in denial and I cry daily.

“The LORD is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit.” Psalm 34:18

1 Peter 5:8-10 “Be alert and of sober mind. Your enemy the devil prowls around like a roaring lion looking for someone to devour. Resist him, standing firm in the faith, because you know that the family of believers throughout the world is undergoing the same kind of sufferings. And the God of all grace, who called you to his eternal glory in Christ, after you have suffered a little while, will himself restore you and make you strong, firm and steadfast”

2 thoughts on “I Cry Daily

  1. andthreemakesfive May 23, 2018 / 8:38 pm

    Hi. My husband has metastatic lung cancer that has spread to his brain… i cry too. I am usually strong, but some days, I lose my mind and rail against the cancer and the anti seizure meds and the steroids and the whole mess…. then I breathe, wipe my face eat some chocolate and thank God for this husband who has stood beside me for 25 years…. crying is ok. If Jesus could cry tears of blood in the Garden of Getheseme…. we can cry in the laundry room.

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    • The Wandering Blogger June 17, 2018 / 9:53 pm

      Thank you for your reply. Sorry you have to go through this as well. I think the meds are the worst. For us it is 46 years this month. I am thankful for the strength that comes from the Lord otherwise I know I could never handle this. Praying for you all.

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